u/Humble-Guitar-6701

Hi I’m not gonna give a whole backstory just cause I feel like it’s not that necessary and I wanna get to my main point, basically me and my boyfriend have been together 4 years and he’s cheated 4 times. Each time I’ve forgiven him because he’s always been honest and upfront about it, he’s never slept with anyone so it’s always been romantic if you could call it that. But I’ve dealt with my own problems with infidelity also but I’ve never acted on them they’ve only ever been mini crushes on people. Right now I’m crushing on one of my guy friends and it sucks because I don’t want to be thinking that way and me and my boyfriend are in a really good place right now. I don’t even think it’s fully a crush or anything I think it’s just because he listened to me vent one time and didn’t make me feel uncomfortable for crying. I don’t know i just feel a little lost