How do I keep on living?
We’ve been together for 12.5 years. I (32f) found my husband (41m) sexting with two irl people he knows and received nudes from them (one who even attended our wedding 8 months ago). I have thoughts of “Will I ever be able to trust him again?”
I confronted him last night about it and he was sincerely remorseful. We’re going to see a marriage counselor in two weeks (the wait is gonna drive me crazy). He also blocked the two women he was sexting and deleted all their photos.
I feel like I can’t even go to any friend or family member for fear of outing him and making him look horrible. We both still love each other and want to move past this but there’s such a pain in my body and I go into crying/screaming fits that last 3-4 hours. I’ve been on Lexapro & Welbutrin & Trazadone for the past few months for my depression, anxiety, PTSD, and agoraphobia; so I’m not sure what else can be done on the medication side? Looking for any insight/advice for the situation and how to keep my sanity…