u/Helix3501

I am 21nb, I recently lost my partner, and a majority of my friends, I have one whose still there but otherwise im alone, I have abt 30k in debt from student loans that my mother used the threat of homelessness to force me to take so i never acrually saw a cent of em for schooling and had to drop out for finanicals cause of it, I want to be a emt and am considering seeing what my options are, and part of me wants to leave all of this behind, where does one go from here, how do you start over when you have nothing but baggage holding you down