Looked so fucking fake. 😭 also tayne actually looked upset, but sadhaaf looked soooo fake. And when tayne was talking abt their conversation abt going separate ways after the show, sadhaaf had this smug look on her face.
I’m just soooo exhausted. It’s my birthday today and I turned 26, and all I can think abt is…my life is def not the way I had envisioned. I wish I earned more, I wish I wasn’t this anxious loser all the time, I wish I didn’t let my worth depend on what other people say. I wish I had someone in my life? Maybe I’m just trying to fill in the void but is it really that bad if I want a love life? If I want intimacy?
I’m so exhausted of dating. People lie SO much. I just can not. I want that life, I want to get married to the love of my life. I want kids, I want a daughter so bad. But maybe it’s not in my destiny after all? I wish this year brings joy in my life.