u/Heavy_Vegetable_753

Please feel free to message me about anything.

SP and I had a very very tumultuous relationship. I loved him more than anything, there were multiple 3Ps and he was constantly lying to me. I’d manifest him back, he’d still be avoidant. I eventually blocked him. Everywhere. I sent him a very long email officially telling him not to contact me anymore. I said I hated him. I was done. Secretly I hoped he would come back, but didn’t affirm. I didn’t rampage, I didn’t script. I wallowed in my own sadness for a month, forced myself to get a dating app and try to move on. Last night I watched this video which was mentioned in this sub

https://youtu.be/Of1jiO0kR8M?si=ffExavDCW_SgHRBm

I put it on while I slept and nothing happened. I felt silly for believing it would work.

Tonight, watching tv I got this text out of nowhere.

Hi ___________
Nothing I can say can change anything nor do I intend it that way.
I don't want to try to prove to you l was doing better. I've been thinking about you and hope you're doing great. I hope your family is healthy. I pray for you and them often! Even if we never speak again I wish you all the best and that you become the best person you can be. A better and more successful person than I will ever be. I know you will be. I'm sorry for just now saying this but thought the best response was to leave you alone like you asked. Not sure if you'll see this message either but just felt the need to send it.

I was absolutely shaken. This is someone that couldnt keep his eyes off other women. Who proved to me time and time again he wasn’t deserving of my love. He then called me and told me he “felt SUBLIMINAL messages” from me while we were NC. He never dreams, yet told me he had an extreme vivid dream that we were together. He also told me he was confiding in people about our relationship and they all told him to contact me. He then booked a flight to come and see me while we were on the phone just crying of happiness. This all happened like two hours ago and I’m still shaking,