u/Heavy_Sale_453 — reddlx

Hello I am just a little sad and I do not feel okay can I talk a little to get what is in my heart out? Not because I want pity or sympathy and I do not want anyone to feel sorry for me I just do not feel okay

My father and mother are very angry with me just because I pierced my nose does this really deserve all this anger? I really do not think so it hurts a lot I know the topic may seem trivial but my father is not speaking to me at all right now and he is very angry and waiting for me to apologize even though I truly did nothing wrong if they think this is wrong could they not just talk to me calmly instead of shouting and being angry? Why the shouting and anger?

I pierced my nose with my friend who knows how to use the tool so I trust her but my family makes things much bigger than they are they even want to talk to the school administration so my friend and I get punished does that even make sense?

Aside from this my relationship with my mother is very tense sometimes I feel like she is not really my mother and I do not trust her with my secrets is that normal? I literally trust my aunt more than her my mother always tells my father my secrets and then he gets angry at me why does she do that? She also says that I am the one breaking the family apart am I really the reason? That hurts a lot

Also I am the one who takes care of the responsibilities in the house my mother does nothing she just sits on her phone if I was not in the house the house would probably be a mess I clean everything while she does nothing and only complains to my father and then he gets angry at me why does this keep happening?

There are many other things but this is what really hurts me I am not saying this because I want sympathy I am just sad and I feel something heavy in my chest that wants to be released is this feeling normal?

Sorry if I talked too much goodbye