I am a medium for as long as I can , generationally all the women in my family. Raised in the hollars of Kentucky the old fashioned way. The Native American way. I've seen spirits talked and hear them as well. Known of deaths to come and helped to find many people. Ok so now for something that's happening I don't understand over the last week or so. This morning I felt as though someone was starting at me so I rolled over and took a peak (still in my bed) it was grandaddy peaking in my door checking on me. I rolled back over neither one of us said anything; then I thought why is he wearing a outside shirt and I hadn't seen it in yrs as he's 87. After thinking for a minute I got up and was thinking please be up lol I went to his room he was still sound asleep and in his pj's. I went on and let my dogs out. This has happened several times now and I'm a little confused ok alot. A bit of background his sister my adopted mom passed in this house in 2021, my only child a son passed at 34 in this home after work in 2020, my bio-brother passed here in 2024 and my adopted dad passed here in 2002. So I've taken care of all of them till they've passed over. Has anyone ever went through this and what am I to learn from this?
(btw this is her adopted son. my daddy was her son I've heard and seen things since I was a baby I'm told, I'm sort of a medium maybe? I'm not fully seeing like momma, I sometimes see spirits and I can't read people like my mom can, I am very much an empath especially with my mom I feel all her pain or sadness rrrr. I can get their energy and I hear spirits rather than seeing them, it's that recently I've started to see something that's been sort of unsettling, im not sure if it's a spirit but its a pale grey-ish figure with a long neck sort of like that one Japanese urban legend, I usually don't look at it and distract myself so I can't really remember the features properly but it had sunken in eyes that were clouded over like cataracts, it's jaw was slacked and swinging when it moved and I think it had very little hair as if it had fallen off, it just stays in my closet staring at me and barely moving. I may just be hallucinating since I do have a history of it but it's mainly not anything like that at all seeing as I usually hallucinate seeing bugs on me or a wall (I've slapped myself so many times). Any ideas that's all I wanted to add thanks!!