u/Heavy-Catch3353

I go to a 4-8th grade school so we have recess and lunch still: during those break periods, I’m am entirely alone. But even in class I’m alone, by myself, like an outcast. Yeah, I have friends. But not ones in my grade or in my school. And now I’ll probably have to sit by myself or with the lunch monitor, while people make fun of my hair, lashes, and just me in general. Some people would say to just make friends with my other classmates, but they’re all immature and interested in other things (as a middle school boy is). Plus, they all like to bully me and talk shit, and I try to have a positive attitude but it’s hard when they’re always talking about me. I don’t fit in with the girls, and definitely not the boys. And I’m mature but the teachers would never view me as a friend. What do I do?