I was feeling some kind of way recently with my long distance fiancée. I wrote a texti wanted to send her but I am debating about sending it since I dont want to sound needy or make her think im insecure. I been having a hard since last night, i called her and she didnt pick up but texted, "im out eating, ill call you later but never did" This morning my texting and phone call with her was alittle weird since im usually super happy when i talk to her. She did find it weird and asked if something was wrong and Im debating if should send the text bellow or not. PS. when i say pictures, i am referring to pictures of her trip and best friends birthday party.
honestly i don’t know how to say this without it coming out wrong but i’ve just been feeling a little ignored lately and i hate that i even feel this way
like i’ve asked for pictures so many times and i know it’s small but it’s just the next best thing to actually being near you.. and yesterday i was genuinely worried, you’re usually home by then and i just didn’t hear anything. i’m not trying to make you feel bad i just would’ve really appreciated even a quick text
and i know things come up, i really do. but when you say you’ll call or send something and then it doesn’t happen I just feel like an idiot for waiting all excited. Idk I feel like it kind of just adds up over time
idk maybe i’m a lot. i just care about you and i want us to be okay. i guess i just needed you to know how i’ve been feeling