u/Head_Skill_5400

Idk why my life is so shit . We went from talking everyday to no contact . We went from being bsf to strangers
I can’t even talk about it to anyone because it just makes me want to cry and bang my head against the wall. I stopped crying some days ago but every morning I wake up and I feel so sad . Even when I listen to subs now I suddenly start crying . I do everything to keep my mind of him .
I do everything to not think about him
I don’t know what to do anymore
Asking for help seems hopeless at this point
It’s as if I am lost or something . I just don’t want to feel this pain . I just want him back so I can be a little happy or feel a little better . Idk why the universe always makes me suffer and for even one time doesn’t give me anything I want . I am not a jealous person but seeing everyone around me happy I can’t help feel a bit jealous. But I still try you know still try to be happy .
Can someone help me ? Idk what to do
Thanks for reading