Struggle with social navigating in school
Okay, so I'm currently a sophomore in high school, and I have never felt more lost.
Recently, I moved to this new city, and I'm not getting along with people, specifically in my school. I've read books, videos, articles, you name it, yet I feel like I radiate this aura that repels people, but I just don't understand. Older people (I'm talking 30 to 60 year olds) outside of school tell me I'm mature, knowledgeable, yada yada yada.
Like a part of me wants to be with people, but I don't, because I kind of have this built it efficiency vision. I hear people talking about things that are irrelevant, but then I realized that's just how they bond.
Not to mention, people intentionally ostracize me for some reason. Like I don't get it. I run fastest amongst the girls in class, I know what I want. I have 5 year, 10 year plans, my dreams and visions all mapped out, and I get good grades, I'm competent, what's missing?
Has anyone ever felt this way?