u/HeadJury208

I do know that INTPs are usually stereotyped as people who don't like to lead or take on the role of the leader but in my case, I enjoy leading others and having that sense of superiority. I simply cannot follow orders or rules and feel the need to make my own.

To be clear, I'm not a natural leader and find it difficult to take on that role due to my withdrawn nature. Furthermore, I do not enjoy leading a huge group of people as that can be quite overwhelming but I still like having control or, being the one who calls the shots—as some may say.

Anyways, I feel like this is quite the paradox because I don't enjoy leading but at the same time, I DO enjoy leading. Can anyone make sense of this?

Edit: I think this might be the case because I've grown up as the eldest daughter and had no choice but to lead my younger sibling and cousins (Since I'm the oldest of my cousins, aswell.) So, since I've been pushed into a leading role from a young age, that's what I prefer.

So, recently, I realised that my tritype is 584 but, people say that this type is extremely rare and almost always a mistype. I want to be as accurate as possible to myself, so do ask questions that may help you confirm whether this is truly my enneagram type.

Furthermore, I'd like to add that I've done a fair amount of research on this topic so keep that in mind while delivering your opinions on this matter.