This is a mix of genuine shellshock, and a bit funny all at once.
Anyways. About 7 months ish ago, I decided NB a much more fitting term for me. 5 months ago. I started very low dose E, and spiro. Like… the lowest the doc could give me, though I don’t remember exact dosage.
Now, as of 3 months ago, I decided to bump that dose up, to now 0.1ml E injection + 100mg spiro once daily.
Three months. Been seeing changes in thought were slow and not noticable for 3 months. Very minor stuff up until then. I’ve also been trying to hide it due to a religious household. Mother is religious, father out of picture, sis and me both non-religious. Then entire extended family is HARD christian. Now, i’ve tried talking about this with my mom before, and she did not take it well at all. It wasn’t screaming, or removal from life or anything. But enough that i told her I’d stop. Deffo didn’t tho.
So now, yesterday, she comes to me and is like. “So, how long have you been taking those meds? Because you have breasts.” Out of the fucking blue. Also apperently taking it better now, not using any gendered pronouns, or what not. So ya know. Better? I was expecting a hell of a reaction if she noticed. But it wasn’t that bad. Just awkward as fuck. And also, 3 months? How do you notice that in 3 months?!? I *barely* did myself!
Also… i went an measured after. 3 months to c cup so. Yay