A little back story before i explain whats going on now. I have pretty bad anxiety and abandonment issues. These stem from being cheated on or ghosted in every other relationship ive been in. This has caused me to be hyper aware of things such as a stupid snapscore. Which i have previously stalked constantly with previous guys ive dated/talked to.
Okay on to the story. So I’ve been seeing this guy for almost two months now and i really like him. I stay at his house with him multiple times a week and see him almost everyday. I also have a key to his house. I will add in for context (sorry if tmi) i took a plan b a week and a half ago and am currently on my period, so hormones could definitely be up in the air. With this guy i rarely ever check his snap score and feel overall more secure than ive ever felt in my life. Ive told him that i have anxiety but i havent told him the full extent of it because im scared that it has run some of the previous ones off. Im not sure what changed but the past few days its almost like im waiting on the other shoe to drop and im preparing myself for him to ghost me. Mind you the only thing i can tell thats making me feel like this is he has been slightly distant but he also has alot going on at work. I am supposed to stay with him again tomorrow so i am looking forward to that. But last night when i stayed with him i asked him if he was okay and asked him if he actually likes me being around and he said of course and he wouldn’t invite me over if he didnt want to see me and im trying to hold on to that but its almost like i cant. I know its stupid but my anxiety is slightly escalated tonight because he didnt text me goodnight like he always does. Do yall think im just hormonal and in my feelings? Any input is welcome and greatly appreciated.
Edit: He has not asked me to be his girlfriend but while i was doing something the other morning he called me his girlfriend so im very confused on that too. My sister facetimed while i was there and asked if we were dating and neither me or him acknowledged it.