u/HawksRule20

Nearly at the most depressed I’ve ever been. Not even necessarily sad, just exhausted with life. Thankfully I’m not at the height of my anxiety disorder but it’s still there like usual.

Another year another reminder of the time that’s passing. The debt I’m collecting, the addictive drug habits I continue to solidify, the weakening of friendships, the decline of my physical health.

I was at the happiest and most content I’d ever been as I turned 20, now I’m a shell of myself. Social anxiety, buried lifelong self esteem issues, as well as a weed addiction is a fucking bitch. Oh well, I’ve got new album drops to look forward to at the very least