u/Hawk_Eyesss_79

Hi! Im not sure what I should put here.. Im 21, ive been drinking since my 16th brithday and day by day my drinking seems to be getting worse..

Ive searched for meetings in my area and have found some that will work for me.. But im not sure I can see myself sober and im honestly really nervous about going to a meeting..

I have alot of reasons for needing to quit or dial down, and ive managed to slow down a few times but always manage right back at square one.

I know I need it. And I feel I have good self control in the other aspects of my life, but when it comes to this its like my fight slips away..

I suppose im venting aswell as looking for advice.. Im tempted to ask for gentle criticism, but please, honestly. Tell me what I need to here.