u/Haunting_Shock_6413

I’m (F24) talking to this guy (M 24) for about 3 months now. Things are going well and I think he’s going to ask me to be his girlfriend very soon. The problem is that as we get closer to it, I start to get cold feet and I think it’s because of what I’ve done. During the beginning of our talking stage I did meet up with other men, we didn’t have sex but we did go on dates and make out, and i did secretly text them here and there even though he said we were exclusive to each other. I just didn’t see it that way since we were never officially together. I don’t know if i was wrong for what I did or its normal during the talking stage? Seems like with my generation/age group it’s a deal breaker