My husband (M37 )threw out my journal from when I 15-25
I honestly have no idea how I am going to recover from this. I (38 F ) have been keeping journals since I was 15. I was so impressed with myself that I had kept this journal from when I was 15 and finished it when I was 25. Every page written in, pictures, letters, little items were stored between pages. And for context .. my house burnt down 2x when I was a kid and I was removed from my home to go in foster care when I was 12. Every memory, every big moment all my healing moments were in this journal. My husband was cleaning up the basement and came across a box of my things, some how he managed to keep the journal that started in 2011, but the first journal he threw out. I was keeping records of my life to help me write a book about my trauma. He likely threw it out because it was shabby looking, tattered and like a teenagers journal. I explained that accidents happen, but I feel like it is part of a much bigger problem of not respecting me and my things. I am not a hoarder, we keep our house pretty clean and we go and purge every 6 months to get rid of junk that accumulates. I just can’t comprehend this. How can I move past this. I know he feels like dog do-do … but I can’t wrap my head around losing this.
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