Reflecting on moments in my weight loss journey
Good morning everyone!
My watch told me I had a bad sleep score. The so-called fruit watch knows nothing! Eons ago, it was a common occurrence for me to buy migraine meds two bottles at a time as I used start each morning with six coated migraine caplets before I did anything else. That was before I was diagnosed with very obstructed sleep apnea. I was told I had the second highest score the pulmonologist had ever seen. I dreaded the mere thought of going to bed as I to wake up more tired than I was before going to bed.
Now I wake up full of energy and mostly relaxed and in a positive attitude and it got me thinking about things I was or still get giddy about in my weight loss journey. I’m not making a list as this is just the ramblings before any coffee and prior to my morning workout.
One of my first incidences or experiences of weight loss euphoria happened in a parking lot. One day, it dawned on me that I was able to walk between parked cars in a parking lot. Now, I don’t mean cars parked my baseball umpires who have difficulty seeing a consistent strike zone, just cars parked within the lines. It was and remains an amazing feeling. Just like no longer needing to take my own seat belt extender when I fly. Another ah-ha moment for me is the acceptance and recognition by my fellow gym patrons. Buying off the rack and never having to shop at big and tall store again.
Yesterday, as I left the library to drive home, I thought about what my life was like two hundred pounds heavier. The first thing that stuck out was my gut. It used to enter rooms thirty seconds before the rest of me. I pondered this while sitting in my driveway. I have a lap now. Yeah lap! Then I looked from there to the steering wheel that years ago, my massive stomach used to rub against when I drove. Now there’s acreage between me and the steering wheel.
I’m never going back.