Learning and being taken seriously
Hey all, I just wanted to talk about a hurdle I'm going through. It's very hard to practice and learn how to actually look good when cross dressing when you are hiding it from people. So you have to get things in small purchases. I bought some acrylic nails for the first time and showed my lesbian friend and she laughed and said I looked like a granny. This was before I cut them and styled them a little better. That was a big punch in the gut for me and got me thinking about how hard it is to be taken seriously. It's embarrassing when I show someone how I look with something and it just looks like I have no idea what the heck I'm doing. Granted that is true but a lot of the stuff I show is not set in stone, it's stuff I wanted to try and perhaps it isn't the right thing. I am just so ashamed and embarrassed, discouraged that I cant pull it off an that I'll look like a creep. Can't do anything right 😔