u/Greenflower4795

Hey i’ve been feeling very stressed recently (this happends often) although i haven’t been diagnosed with Ocd because my family doctor never finds any time to discuss anything with me , ive been stuck in this loop where i think im losing feelings but then im super happy. sometimes its really panicky sometimes its not … Im not sure what to do because it feels so real and calme sometimes but the thing is i dont want to leave my relationship and i would wanna fix things even if i lost feelings but it feels so real and i feel like im forcing myself and i dont care but i think i do at the same time but then i think im only staying because im scared to leave … its a constant battle ive been dating him for 2 years and i see a future with him but its just really hard because of my thoughts .