u/GreenBean8298

I’m on my first solo trip and I booked a trip to a country not knowing it was very fatphobic now I have to complete the whole tour when all I want to do is hide in my hotel room and never come out. I’m getting constant looks of disgust, had one guy blow cigarette smoke in my face, talking loudly about how ugly I looked ,among other things, in my native language (not the language of the country) even had a guard flick the butt of a gun in my direction. I’m trying everything possible to deflect attention (i.e. head down, modest clothing, etc.) but it still is persistent. Does anyone have any tips to survive this? Every time I step foot in my hotel room I just start bawling