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I am new to microdosing and I want to start on either 100mg-200mg. My person only has gummies, has anyone had any experience with microdosed gummies and what was your schedule?

Just wanting opinions on people’s experience microdosing mushrooms and whether they felt there was a positive/negative effect to them

I was lying in bed watching Alice in wonderland. My boyfriend said that it had hit him hard and he was already tripping whilst it took me about 30 minutes until I started feeling anything - probably because my metabolism is slower than his.

I stared at the roof and watched the galaxy lamp and suddenly and immense wave of giggles came over me, but the giggles just didn’t stop and it kept on getting more intense to the point where I was laughing and crying for a good 20 minutes. I realised this was actually my body not wanting to let go and it was trying to stop every emotion from coming out. my boyfriend grabbed me and told me to breathe through it and that’s when the emotions started rolling through.

There were a few moments where I felt overwhelmed and my chest felt tight but I told myself that everything was fine and that I just needed to breathe through it. The one thing that was being slapped in the face for me was the word ‘worry’. It was just playing on repeat in my head over and over and over again. Worry worry worry worry worry, but I wasn’t worried right then and there it was my body telling me that all I do is worry. I worry about the now, I worry about the future - I worry that things won’t turn out and I always feel like I need a plan to keep going. I worry about others, and worry intensely but my worry can turn into control and I couldn’t quite piece it together last night but that is what it is.

My anxiety? Why? Why do you have it? Why do I need to turn everything into something major in my head? It’s as if I can’t process things and it all starts feeling overwhelming and then I end up overthinking everything in my head to the point where it becomes too much to handle, so why? Why does one deserve to do that to themselves?
No one deserves to feel so trapped in their head that they can’t get out.

I remember an intense emotion coming over me and laid there crying for 10 minutes, I don’t think I’ve cried this much in my life. There was no way of stopping it, it’s as if it was my bodies way of releasing everything - my body was purging. I closed my eyes and it felt as though my little self was jumping up all of these hurdles to get out of trauma that I have kept away for so long. I was just climbing up and up and up almost like I was the astronaut in interstellar trying to get out of the tesseract, and then suddenly everything went quiet and there was a light and I could breathe and I could feel and everything felt beautiful

I thought about my anxiety again, and it just wasn’t a thing. What is anxiety? I do have the ability to control my mind and my thoughts, why should I allow these thoughts to take over? I do deserve to be happy and not trapped, I deserve everything good that comes to me.

The last hour I laid there with my boyfriend and just appreciated everything, appreciated him, my family, my friends, appreciated life. Everything is meant to happen the way that it does, and life is beautiful - life really is beautiful.

The next day did roll around and I felt pretty emotionally depleted, the intense emotions and lack of sleep really caught up to me but with rest I was about to think clearly and have been in a much better headspace.

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