how to find out what I want out of life
Well I will be 30 soon and I've had a sudden overwhelming feeling to find out what I'm good at and what to do in life. Ive mostly had jobs out of survival and I realized I don't want to do that anymore. I was an assistant teacher for a while but i like living indoors so didn't do that for long. Ive always liked reading and learning as a kid but I think I did that mainly as a coping mechanism for my crappy childhood (wont got into detail) to escape my surroundings. I want to do something that I think I can be proud of but also something that I enjoy I don't think I care for the money I would have remained a teacher and found a second job but I realized I didn't like that and its not fair to be in a career like that and not like it. I went to school for psychology for a while Ive always had am interest in the human mind and why we are/do what we do. I guess I would like to know how did other people find their way. Sorry I typed so much I think that I'm overthinking this but that's what I do sometimes I hyper fixate on a task and become overwhelmed.