u/GratuitousSadism

It's hard to imagine that I'm the same person now as I was back then. She feels like a total stranger, albeit one with many of the same problems I still have.

I'm sorry I was sick. I'm sorry I still am. I'm sorry you were too. I love you.

I want someone who loves me to beat me until I'm bleeding.

I want them to kiss me until I feel better.

I don't ever want to feel anything again.

I want this to be over.