u/GrandConsequence8530

I’ve made two amazing friends but I always feel excluded from them and I’ve noticed that they’ve left me out of conversations about sex and relationships. I try not to feel sad but as autistic woman that leans towards aroace territory I feel like I’ll never be a full human being in people’s eyes. Just the innocent overwhelmed little girl and I hate it. I don’t have that much experience dating and I don’t really care for it but I feel like i’m missing out on a fundamental part of living and other women take notice. How do you all deal with these emotions?

Do you guys think he will take more than a year to come
to a decision? My application is in limbo and I’ve been telling myself that things will get better by this year but I’m losing hope.