I don’t think you were my TF… in fact… I felt the same familiar feeling with another guy too….
Even if I had dreams about you, healed parts of my childhood with your presence, the weird coincidences of us thinking alike, looking alike, into the same things, and seeing your name almost everyday since I left you and recently been seeing numbers. I realized that you’re not my TF.
I realized that you were a part of a story that I must learn in order to proceed. You could’ve been a soulmate instead… but things were never handled maturely between either one of us at the time, and honestly. Maybe it was for the better.
When I met you, I was in a 4 year relationship with another man and I recently just moved into an apartment with him at the time. I was blinded to the fact that he wasn’t emotionally available to me and I thought the relationship I had with him was going to last a life time. That was until I met you.
You opened my eyes on what a good relationship was all about to me. How I wanted to be treated instead of the way my ex was treating me back then, and how I wanted us to work. But it never worked… we were both afraid about our emotions and how we felt back then. Things weren’t communicated properly, even if we felt a spark back then…
My lesson to me was the fact that what we had was always real, however it was never meant to last. We were never meant to be together and instead we were meant to teach each other a lesson in this timeline. So we can both grow from this moment on and find the person that makes us even happier.
I just want to say, it’s been 2 years since we last talked or saw each other and I just want you to know that I’m rooting for you in your life, however I don’t think you really were the one for me. I couldn’t stop and still do think about you. My heart isn’t aching anymore like it once was, and I’m ready to find someone new.
Thank you for your lesson if you really were my twin flame. Thank you for teaching me the truth. I can now flourish and be me. If we ever cross paths again. I hope it will be for a good reason and it will all be in the universe’s timing.