I’m 22F and i honestly never thought i would possibly consider myself a sex addict, but i think its becoming a problem. For a long time i‘ve just thought i was a sexually emancipated woman and it still kinda feel like slutshaming myself, which i don’t want, but i’m also struggling to control myself currently.
And lately i’ve actually started wanting an actual serious relationship, but i seem incapable of it. I get bored too fast, i can‘t open up at all. Its all just sex and i can’t seem to do much else.
Last week i had sex with an ex of a friend of mine and it sounds as terrible as it is, i feel like a horrible person, i feel guilty and i knew i shouldn’t have done it, but i just couldn’t control myself. I felt like compulsed or something. I feel like a junk when it comes to having sex.
Its starting to feel like i’m just living hookup to hookup. Whenever i try to refrain myself from it for a little while, i fail anyway and end up having sex with someone.
but i don’t really know what to do, i feel so stupid, like who’s gonna believe this?