u/Gr00vyF0x

My son is 2 , I have been in a relationship for 3 years. It’s always been rocky, lately not great at all. We got in a huge fight yelling in front of our son. I never ever want to do that again. We said we would give it a month, if we are to separate it’s better to do it now because it will have a worse effect later. We both have resentment towards each other. He is a great dad , great provider , great support but emotionally not so much as a partner. I’m no walk in the park I get upset about small things & let it ruin my day. I go to therapy and I have been working on myself but it never seems like it’s enough.

Has anyone had a rough start , kept going and now in a loving relationship ?? Or am I being delusional?? I honestly can not imagine myself being a single mom. Or being with anyone else. I know we have our ups and down. But can’t we work through it ?

I am Mexican American living in the City so I do like a good deal. I have gone to Mercado Lagunilla & Mercado Merced but it is very overwhelming going alone with a baby so I look for stores beforehand so I know exactly where I am going.

Curious if anyone can recommend shops that they personally like. I found the best toy shop with wooden toys. So I am looking for educational toys for my toddler , paints and play doh. For myself scrap booking items/ Journals.
I live in Navarate & notice the Mercados are priced higher & not that many great things.
I always donate when we get new items so also if anyone has recommendations where I can donate baby items & womens clothes that would be great 🙏🏽

I Am in Navarate.
Things I Am looking for
-Cleaning Products / Cleaner who uses non toxic products
-Baby body wash
-Lotion
-Hair Dye/Shampoo
-100% organic cotton underwear to potty train my son.
I have gone to the organic markets , green corner but do not like the products would love to hear some that are actually recommended or sold by small business. Also any groups i can join because i feel the non toxic lifestyle is not common here.

Soy Mexicana:Americana , my novio me trajo aquí y no trabajo. Escondió mis pasaportes y también de mi hijo. Quiere vender 80% de mis cosas muy baratas para que me compro bolete para regresar a California.

Mi hijo va cumplir dos Anos. Hay un restaurantes están rico y también juegos para el? Estoy en Navarate pero no importa donde.

My son is about to be two years old. Two months ago we were in my aunts car eating take out , literally right next to him (he’s standing in the back seat) then out of nowhere he pops a pill in his mouth crunches it & I take it out. My aunt has no idea how it got there. My bf got super upset with me how can I let this happen?! Fast forward to today I told him we’re getting ready to go out. My son is playing in the suitcase which he has in the past. While I’m doing my make up then he yells for water. I run over he opened a pill bottle , I stick my finger in his mouth and he pukes all his bfast. He was two feet away from me. First thing my bf says is how can I let that happen , this is the 2nd time & clearly there’s something I’m doing wrong & not watching our son. I flip out completely saying awful things yelling. I already feel like a shit mother, it’s been such a hard week I’m so tired no matter how much I sleep , I even nap with him & I feel so defeated. When my son gets hurt on his dad’s watch I don’t blame anyone he’s very daring kid. Is he right ? Is this clearly an issue I have ? How can I be better? Sometimes I feel like my son is better off without me, this is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. We don’t do screen time, no sugar , no spanking , I’m trying so hard to raise him the opposite of how I was raised. At the same time try to do my make up , dress nice, be a good girlfriend & I just feel like I’m failing at everything. I get so jealous of moms with multiples , I will never have another I can barely handle one.