u/Gploved89

Sometimes I just want to say eff it and go get high 😢

Sober for three months not even alcohol,and I’m bored af! I have all kinds of health anxiety and I feel like all I do is work and stay home. Or when I do go out to eat or to a park etc it doesn’t do anything for me I feel numb! I been sober from Beroin for two plus years and weth for one year using only few times in that year and 100 percent off everything for three months. Anyone been through this does it get easier n better! I’m afraid I used up all my dopamine levels up and they’ll never be the same cuz all I’ve ever know my whole adult life is to part party party it’s kinda depressing