u/GoyleDundo

I mean, I was definitely depressed through the past month of smoking (it was a relapse), but it hurts more now sober. I know it'l get easier with time but ugh this sucks.

I landed a dream job that I start in about 10 days, so I quit for that. Because I think the job will take everything I got to hold on, so I am trying to eliminate factors that will make it harder to give my all. I'm terrified and have 0 motivation right now.

I've been in bed literally all day with two one hour exceptions.