I took 1.2g of Enigma this past Friday night. I had a bad trip 2 weeks prior on 4g, so I tried less this time. The come up was immediate just like it was on the bad trip and the only reason the trip did not go off the rails was because I called the Fireside project (I wish I knew about them 2 weeks ago).
It was a wonderful experiencing talking to the person I spoke with, and I have no regrets. However, throughout the weekend and especially today, I've been feeling very vulnerable and overwhelmed with my emotions. The journey made me realize I should try therapy again and give it a better chance. But until I see the therapist on Thursday, I just feel very naked and desperate.
How common is this? I didn't feel like this after the bad trip, why do I feel so small and sad now?