I’ll keep it quick because I don’t really want to relive it but my best friend of 10 years ended up actually hating me the whole time. There were signs but I ignored them because I didn’t have many other friends. Through her I had met my old friend group. Now they all hate me and I have no one.
I’m out of school and really struggling to make friends. I had to quit my job because of depression, which I am trying to get help for but my family can’t afford therapy, and my old co workers were either much older or much younger. I am F18. I don’t want to go to college and would be happy working odd jobs but this depressed just won’t go away. My mom tries her best with me but I was always closer to my dad.
I really miss my old friends especially my best friend. We had some great memories and despite some issues I never thought it would end like this. I just miss my old life.