u/Goonette000

▲ 8 r/CPTSD

I write, I go to the gym, I smoke, I go for walks, I meditate, I stretch, I get massaged. It lives in my bones, under my skin. It’s like a constant itch I can never scratch. There’s no talking about it because nobody can fucking hold it, I can barely fucking hold it and they shouldn’t have to, I shouldn’t have to. Especially still living in this situation, I feel like I’m drowning in it. Any tips please, anything new to help expand past what I know.

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u/Goonette000 — 15 days ago

It’s never a hidden liking either, they make it known. Even when the girlfriend is around, especially then sometimes. It’s annoying because I actually connect with them mentally/emotionally just to find out they have someone.

u/Goonette000 — 15 days ago