Well, it's been what? I think, 6 years and I still can't get over the way I ended things with my ex... It doesn't help that I still think she is the love of my life, unfortunately, I'm not hers. I recently found out she is married. I try to to know as little as possible about her, lest I go insane.
I still think about her every day. And I can honestly say, I wish I never met her. I've never been with anyone else and I don't know if I ever will. All that remains is pain and I don't know if it will ever go away.
I no longer believe in true love. Not after everything said and done in the end was meaningless. I don't know if I can ever trust someone like that.
I'm nearing my thirties. I've only ever been in love once. Is there at all a possibility of falling in love a second time? And can you love someone as passionately as the first?