u/GoldenCringecrown

Right now, i’m fine. I’m stable and I’m thinking correctly. But sometimes I just get in a state where I think everyone hates me and no one cares about me and that my life isn’t real. I DONT KNOW WHY. but i do and i can’t help it. I’ve explained it to my friends and my bf but none of them understand:(. How can I explain it in a way they understand? and HOW CAN I CHANGE? please i’ll literally do anything those period where i’m like that are horrible for me and everyone else. it’s like im not in control anymore sorta like im not actually thinking.

im sorry

Literally nothing feels real anymore. I can’t tell the difference between my dreams and reality and everyone hates me. all my friends, whoever. everyone hates me and wants me to die. im sure of it. honestly, i want to get kidnapped. idk but it’ll make people care about me. or i want to be hurt so bad that in hospitalised but not bad enough for me to die. i hate myself so much