How to follow the plan?
I know that everyone talks about dreams, goals, and setting a plan is crucial, essentials part for the next step: actions.
I usually do not have a plan, I just react to what happens when chasing my goal without a plan.
I feel burdened whenever making a plan, and even when I make a plan, I cannot follow it.
When something doesn't go along with the plan, I consider the plan is shit, then throw it away. Then the burden of adjusting the plan or making a new plan to follow with the new situation bothers me and makes me procrastinate. Then, without a new plan, I do not know what I should do next. And the loophole of procrastination and being lazy consumes me.
It happens many times whenever I want to change, is my brain fucked or is there something wrong with me. How can I surpass the feeling and follow the plan? Please