u/Gloomy-Tip7427

There’s this guy who is the first person I’ve liked in a long time, but then it didn’t work out. He was emotionally unavailable and wasn’t ready to date.

And I broke contact with him because of my limerent tendencies.

But tomorrow, there’s this event and I know I’ll see him there. And our goodbyes were a bit dramatic over text.

And I just know it’s gonna jump start my limerence again. And it’s gonna erase the progress I’ve made over a month.

I don’t know what to do. I just feel like my heart’s gonna burst tomorrow.

I struggle with forming romantic relationships gyod. I don’t know how to flirt LOL, I’ve never been in a long term relationship. And sometimes I feel like I’m emotionally handicapped.

Like a few guys have liked me, even had boyfriends before, pero I could not feel anything for them. And then for those that I actually like, either they don’t like me or I feel like I become too much and push them away.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m meant to be alone. Like mygod trentahin naman ko uy and I still struggle. Don’t know if others feel the same way, but maybe you can relate. 😫