I'm underwhelmed at work and it's starting to freak me out!!!
First information given: my job is temporary, but still goes a couple of months. I always do the same shit everyday, I'm so fucking tired of it. As soon as I'm there my thoughts are like: I wish I wasn't here etc...
I'm also introvert, so the social contact make me literally SICK. All of this is giving me pure aggression and anger. Sometimes I punch my hand against the wall. As soon as I'm home I'm all drained up and not capable of doing anything productive anymore. It also can come from my depression, which is common to be combined with ADHD. Honestly I'm also thinking about vyvanse, to keep up with shit, but I also have tourette's so I'm scared my tics would increase. I'M FUCKING TRAPPED WITH THIS. I KNOW IT'S ABOUT MY MINDSET AND ALL, BUT HOW COULD IT HAPPEN, TO BE THIS DIFFICULT?! LIKE BRO, I JUST WANT TO FUNCTION...