Am i the problem?
I’m an 18f, and my partner is 19M. We’ve been dating since 2023, and he was my first everything. We’ve faced many issues that have deeply affected me. He’s a professional athlete surrounded by people who aren’t good influences. A year ago, these people supposedly encouraged him to flirt with another girl and lied about me, calling me a crazy ex, so his friends could pursue her, but she fell deeply in love with her and it’s a whole story. We’ve been in a long-distance relationship, and when I found out about this, it shattered me. I foolishly forgave him and stayed with him, but now I can’t trust him in anything. Recently, he “accidentally followed” six different women on TikTok, and it’s not the first time. I bring it up and it’s like i’m the crazy person. I’m exhausted, angry, and tired of this situation. What should I do? I love him, truly, but I want to leave and can’t find the strength.