What a disaster!
I got married thinking we would grow together spiritually. I thought my husband would be the priest of our family, spiritually protecting me. But instead he has violated our marriage through infidelity and lust for at least a year. He’s blaming me. He was caught cheating and because he refused to talk about it, I told him to leave. He did. Now he’s spreading lies about me around the church we once attended together, without saying he cheated. I honestly want revenge! The more I try to forgive him, I’m setback by yet another lie he has told on me.
I want to do as God requires me, which is to forgive him. I’m finding it so hard to not tell people that he’s a cheater and a lusting liar who is addicted porn!
Have any of you had to recover from something similar? What did you or are you doing? How is it working out for you?