u/Glittering-Noise1609

ok so I’ve had chronic pain that rlly started at 16, I was obese my entire life (260 at FIFTEEN) and now at 19 I’m 130. I still have chronic pain, rn I’m waiting on results of this mri, I let my BFS mom (she does radiology) and she began going on about doing meditation, seeing a therapist and that maybe it’s in my head, here’s the MRI and an xray from this past march. Idk what to do and it left me in a bad place while waiting, my biggest fear is it being in my head. I’m so terrified there’s no reason to this and I’m stuck living like this forever. Any advice at all on what I’m looking at? I’m stressing, been wanting answers years but genuinely had to wait until adulthood to get insurance etc. thank you to anyone reading