I (18F) and my boyfriend (17M) have been dating for a few months. We’ve only argued once or twice during our whole relationship. I was going through his reposts, and when he used to date his ex, he reposted things about her. But he never reposts about me. Yesterday he reposted a tt saying he doesn’t care about his , but why would you even repost when you don’t even care. I know she’s probably more special to him because she was his first everything, and they weren’t long-distance. Meanwhile, I’ve never even met my boyfriend, and our relationship has only been long-distance.
During our calls, he barely talks or pays attention, but he still says he loves me. It just doesn’t feel like love. I can’t trust him. Most of his friends have left him, and he almost has nobody, so I feel like I’m the only person he has. Sometimes I think that even if he doesn’t have feelings for me, he’s just keeping me around so he won’t feel lonely.