How do I know if this is the right path?
Hai :3 I'm a 17 year old boy (maybe, thats why I'm here) I've been finding myself thinking about wanting to be a girl but I'm just really worried about what if I dont yknow? What if these thoughts arent mine if that makes sense? Sometimes its unprompted sometimes its when hangin out with trans people online. When I first got vrchat I found myself gravitating to more feminine avitars and experience sadness that I didnt share their features like having breasts. I've been interested in cross dressing as of late and have participated and enjoyed it (i think? It made me feel good). I remember way back when i was little for a like a week straight i would go to bed prayin i would wake up a lady, and all throughout my childhood I always wanted to be something besides me, though I never tied it to gender besides what I said before. I geuss im just worried about what if these thoughts really dont meant anything, but i dont get why I'm worried if that makes sense? I dont think i feel any dislike towards being a guy besides body hair in general. Although thinkin about gender in general gives me a sad scared feeling. Im sorry if this seems rambly im just very confused lining all this stuff up in a row and would just like some guidance. Thank you for your time if you choose to read, apologies if I'm being silly.