u/Glazedcookiesss

So i’m a (almost) 19-year-old girl who was never sexually active, since puberty (prob at 11) and I never felt pleasure whenever I touched myself, all I ever felt was either nothing or pain. Years later and when I was 17 I started to get worried of how I don’t have any sex drive at all, and ofc never reached ecstasy or orgasm,
Even thu I had an ex before and still didn’t feel sexual, even if I watched anything before sleeping or mid day, I probably sleep mid it. Currently, I have a bf, and we sext a lot but honestly I rarely feel good from doing these things especially w him, cuz he was the only one to kinda make me feel it a lil bit thru the sexting, when I tried masturbating with him, I’d usually flick the clit with finger but I don’t feel it at all, so it’s been a week since I’ve been doing it with my nail to feel it more, and surprisingly it kinda worked like 30%, and it hurt, but hurt in a good way and did this for probably 4-5 days now, and it’s been itching everyday like crazy and if I didn’t do anything it would kill me from itchiness, and I’d find probably triple the amount of the discharge I normally find, and no I still didn’t reach orgasm but I felt it a lil, which is an achievement for me and i’m happy with it. Yesterday when I was sexting with my bf, it was so intense I did it so much and too much I looked at my hand and I had blood on it. No I didn’t insert anything nor was it my menstrual cycle, i’v hurt myself unintentionally, part of the (it itched so bad so rubbing / scratching more meant more pleasure), after seeing that blood, it followed it by sharp pain and amount of unbearable burn feeling. So I was actually concerned, and idk what to do to feel anything, and I got so scared from what happened yesterday, and I really hope it won’t affect me later..:(

So i’m a (almost) 19-year-old girl who was never sexually active, since puberty (prob at 11) and I never felt pleasure whenever I touched myself, all I ever felt was either nothing or pain. Years later and when I was 17 I started to get worried of how I don’t have any sex drive at all, and ofc never reached ecstasy or orgasm,
Even thu I had an ex before and still didn’t feel sexual, even if I watched anything before sleeping or mid day, I probably sleep mid it. Currently, I have a bf, and we sext a lot but honestly I rarely feel good from doing these things especially w him, cuz he was the only one to kinda make me feel it a lil bit thru the sexting, when I tried masturbating with him, I’d usually flick the clit with finger but I don’t feel it at all, so it’s been a week since I’ve been doing it with my nail to feel it more, and surprisingly it kinda worked like 30%, and it hurt, but hurt in a good way and did this for probably 4-5 days now, and it’s been itching everyday like crazy and if I didn’t do anything it would kill me from itchiness, and I’d find probably triple the amount of the discharge I normally find, and no I still didn’t reach orgasm but I felt it a lil, which is an achievement for me and i’m happy with it. Yesterday when I was sexting with my bf, it was so intense I did it so much and too much I looked at my hand and I had blood on it. No I didn’t insert anything nor was it my menstrual cycle, i’v hurt myself unintentionally, part of the (it itched so bad so rubbing / scratching more meant more pleasure), after seeing that blood, it followed it by sharp pain and amount of unbearable burn feeling. So I was actually concerned, and idk what to do to feel anything, and I got so scared from what happened yesterday, and I really hope it won’t affect me later..:(