Am i okay or is this normal in my age
I have adhd and got pills and therapy . I got better I mean real better if someone tslks to me or new friends they dont even consider that i have adhd but my problem is the thing that i feel like im controlled by these pills and therapy. Cause i have not motivation for things,i dont really hang out with my friends except in school and i often catch myself swallowing my feelings for example one of my friends calls me slow sometimes before i had this therapy i would've slapped him or insulted him but now im not reacting like that anymore what bothers me cause i feel the need to do that but i can't caused im raised better to know thats not the right way. And Lately, something has been happening very often that I can't really describe. It's like having tunnel vision, but I'm not concentrating on anything, and a few moments later I feel like my soul is leaving my body and is seeing all the negative things that have happened to me. What is that ?