u/Glass_Hovercraft_551

I understand why things should remain the way they are. If i didnt think that reaching out to you would add to your pain, I hope you know i would. I just miss you. I wish I could come see you or you could visit me. But I know that is not fair and would be painful for each of us, and probably set us back in our individual growth. If I didnt think it would hurt so much to have to leave again id already be on my way. I admire your desire to grow and be your best. I think this whole time I've held on to the hope that 5 years, 10 maybe idk, but the idea that we could be together physically at some time. I think I used it as something to look forward to. But for you its keeping you stuck in a spiral of desire, want, and your right now needs not being met. I hate that my existance and love and desire are so painful for you. I only wanted to be a positive thing in your life, and I end up causing you the most pain. I think I gotta get outta here

Hey im going through some stuff as a newly single dad to a teen daughter. Ive used reddit ple ty in the past for a whole bunch of different outlooks and ideas from a host of communities.

Just want to say how disgusted i am when I was looking for support raising my girl. Searching for communities and subs has made me sick to my stomach. Most of the subs if not all of them were NSFW. Came for support and got exactly the opposite of what I needed. This is the reason I love animals so much and hate people. The fact that some humans have the capacity to be so vile has really disturbed my night. Back to Daddit for now. Guys be careful with your daughter theres alot of human trash out there