There was an astrologer who told me that I’ll never find love is it true lately I’ve been feeling so lost
And I’ve never been in a relationship, situationships were bad too and they said marriage isn’t great either pls help me with career and love life
I once matched w a dude obv since it was a dating app nothing was gonna be serious and trust me iknow how these things go but he was the one who sent me a like he was the one who initiated a convo.. you know how on dating apps convos are sooo dry and generic but with him they were soo engaging interesting literally got me hooked. Exchanged instas real quick he started a convo there literally texted in paras both sides. Asked for eachothers intentions and he said he wanted something that’s actually meaningful. Played the innocent boy act btw he looked like a cliche fboy double pierced 6ft hot asf jacked🤣 i used to wonder why a guy like that is showing so much interest in me he would have a lot girls around him.. but obv his sweet words saying u are different u are sensible u can actually converse i actually like your vibe. BULLSHIT he was genuinely soo good w his words love-bombed ts outta me we texted late at night, whole day everyday saying shit like im gonna delete the app since I’ve found you, our kids gonna be soo cute we’ll do this we’ll do that. This went for a week or more and this is just a small part. What im tryna say is i was keeping my boundaries didn’t want to get attached ALSO reminds me he was saying something sweet and i told him to stop cause i get attached with words and shi and he said im already attached w you.. see how he kept on pulling me and i was afraid he got me hooked, engaged, attached i wasnt planning to at all with a guy with such a face.
One fine day all i know is this chic stopped texted me NO FUCKING REASON NO ARGUMENT NO WEIRD BEHAVIOUR. All i remember is him saying oh i slept early last night and i texted something after that and bs the end of us. Ya no ex came back cause according to his theory he was cheated on been a while since he is single… i just was so shocked that day like no dry convo nothing got me fucking attached and left like a loser. After that kept viewing my stories whenever i used to post and all AUDACITY.
Im just wondering was he soo free for a week that he decided to love bomb an innocent girl for no reason and kept her hanging like that no closure nothing. If man wanted nothing serious just grow some balls and say it to my face why pretend to me that nice intentions innocent boy.. not like i was going crazy for him it was him pretending the whole fucking time, I questioned so much but idk
I wanted to rant
I dont know what to do in life im lost ive no relationship things going on im bored my life