I feel empty I don't know why
From past few days or past few months I just feel empty I feel like I don't have anyone but at surface level it's not true I have an elder sister like we used to fight alot (not fight it used to be one sided beating from her )but now from past few years she is nice understanding but I still don't trust her too much that I can share her everything ,I have a mother she did a lot to me like taking care of me with literally really less household incomes but we don't get along together (we don't and it is her fault 100 percent I won't go deep in that)I have a father who cares for me a lot did a lot for me but he was never present like working 10 am to 11 pm seven days a week 365 days a year have 2 freinds near my house one have same financial condition as mine so I relate to him a lot but his mentality is more like I'll figure out something life is to enjoy types he even once said we are fine poor I'm not seriously I'm not fine poor one is in great in studies is in good college earning well from internships one is my childhood freind we are friends from 15+ years I don't get to meet him much he is in diffrent field he is in commerce preparing for commerce related field all I wanted to say is I feel empty it's like I don't have anyone whom I can be completely raw and real with also I'm losing intrest in people also