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Just gonna blurp this one out cause I cba to make this sound like anything less than a rant :P

But BASICALLY, in 247 we see Yuji's body get cleaved with actually very major damage, about the same higuruma gets when faced with the same attack.
Yuji is clearly on guard, given his face expression prior to the cleave being the focus of the panel right prior.
Higuruma is dubious, so I'll leave that to you (considering gege added the statement that curses get stronger after death, it could totally be Higuruma got an insane reinforcment amp after awakening to RCT).

Being off guard matters! A lot, check Kamo vs Fushiguro and Itadori vs Choso. If your jujutsu projection is late, you're screwed.

I bring this up to talk about the inconsistency with damage, as Higuruma gets de-limbed by an arm which should be more tough physically than your innards, that's one; cause it was an offguard, two; his endurance is generally less than your average jujutsu sorcerer given lack of experience, we saw a lack of endurance (and bodily function/health) hinder sorcerers like Naobito and kind of Yuki, you an imagine the toll Higuruma's reinformcent had here.
This same principal actually probably applies to Yuji during the next chapter, mf got blitzed by the dismantles, or at least, reacted slow enough to where his jujutsu projection couldn't keep up.

So yeah, Higuruma is already pre-awk Yuji/Yuta lvl durability without factoring DA, so his stats aren't yk... As bad as some call them.

And mind you, DA is a powerful enough tool for negating cursed techniques to where Sukuna felt REQUIRED to use world cutting slash on Higuruma.

So despite his seemingly pitiful and insignificant-looking performance against Sukuna... I better see this DILF in yalls top tens XD

So, I've been like - OBSESSIVELY, for the past I would say month, considering and questioning my gender identity, and as most people; I'm actually....... really fucking confused? I live in poland - the bad side of poland, the one to ask you if you're from Ukraine and beat your ass if you are The type where if you're gay people refuse to shake your hand....... Who would I ask? Well, my best bet is the internet for now.

First I'd want to describe how being a girl makes me feel... It feels great, honestly, beacuse I was in romantic releationships before, I would say it's the exact same envelopment towards the self. I usually hate myself, hate looking even into my own reflection in the mirror, I always thought of myself as a failure - my family hates me - I've been bullied by like everyone in my life except a total of 6 people literally since I was 5 years old beacuse I was "different" - I'm so lonely....... But for once, I could love myself, the skies became blue-er, my vision felt like looking into the world through 4K resolution rather than the previous blurry 144p, I got more confident, I opened up to people, I liked hearing my voice even though my friend thinks I sound like a "e-girl badly catfishing depressed discord mods", but maaan I don't give a FUCK XD. I felt proud of my story, I looked back at my life at once and instead of hating what happened to me I could say; "hell yeah girl, that's a story you could tell to others".

So why not just transition? Well, I have a pointer as to why, and it's not society related, I'm not scared of them whenever I see myself as a girl. It's more internal, I feel like what's really the "love of the self" I found is a self of identity, beacuse being a girl makes me develop a sense of self and forces me to change myself - I love myself. And if I did all the same steps and kept being a boy, i would get the same results. That's what I fear the most, after all, I fear not being trans more than being trans (though there is a counter argument to it that I'm willing to concede on that being that I just am afraid of not being accepted for who I am by the world at large, "You can't be trans cause XYZ", I don't want people to tell me that, but they will.......).

Part 2; I did just internally delude myself into thinking I was a girl for years at that point - however - it's not the same with me in releation to certain people. I have these 2 close friends and me in relation to them - I can't help but see the guy in me, I hate that guy, and I hate those friends - but even so - doesn't that prove how fragile my identity is? Doesn't this prove that commiting to this perhaps is not me?

Worth noting though - I learned to obsessively fit in with others, this is a feeling I don't have to describe for myself - underscores on Kinko's field trip 2006 wrote it TO A FUCKING T; "I let admiration get to my head / Fuck celebrities, I might as well just copy my friends / And if only I knew who it is they think that I am / Shed some confidence 'cause I don't wanna have to pretend"; I forgot who I am, I don't feel myself around people - leading to depression. I'm the kinda girl to hedge between suicide and not suicide beacuse her family tells her 'try your hardest' and 'you'll never be shit give up' - at the SAME time.

Even so, there were genuiene signs, I wanted to have long hair and ear piercings when I was 3-4 years old, All my favorite music artists were artists that EXPLICITLY adheers to impressionable young girls (Justin Bieber and One Direction to name a few). I always liked feeling pretty in a girly way, since at least 6th grade. I remember being jealous of intersex people beacuse I liked their freedom to change and choose (I was 11 when I found out about them okay so sorry if that's offensive). And one of my biggest signs; I exclusively chose to hang out with my girl cousins for... Whatever reason? I can't tell whether or not it's cause they were women or beacuse of cognitive and mal-intended reasons beacuse they were younger than me. But I do rememeber being bothered by how "different" I was, by how I was singled out from them by older folk cause I was a guy. Though, I didn't engage in a lot of the girlier activities they did - that might've been embarassment - I was embarassed to be around them beacuse of how singled out I was, I always felt watched and it got bad to the point to where....... I genuienly couldn't use female pronouns when reffering to other people.

Similar thing happened in primary school, I wanted to adapt to the male enviorment by turning myself in as a clown, I knew I had to - I always knew I had to pretend to fit in - since I was 6 years old - anyways! I talked to a girl and I really liked her, but they said; "well, now that you talked to her so much you're a girl now!" And I stopped talking to her for a few months, even though she understood me better than all the guys in that god-forsaken class. Apparently those same people bullied me in general, but I can't remember that quite well. As for my body, my insecurities are distributed weirdly - I don't give a fact I'm ACTUALLY obsese, but I do give a fuck how tall the edges of my pelvis wear, I remember hearing about gynochemastia during 6th grade and heard about how some guy got top surgery to remove it, but I was like... "hell no, I'll lose weight, AND keep my moobs please". Also, I'll spare the details but........ A LOT of sexual explorations and kinks.

So yeah, what do yall think?